Struggle


Life becomes miserable

at one point of time

In spite of all the happiness outside

it’s sheer loneliness inside.

 

You feel

“you are at your lowest point,

you can’t go beneath that,

so all there’s left

is just to rise

rise & rise & walk up and high

until you reach your set goal.”

It is a hope

which you have got instilled in your heart.

You are confident throughout

that in spite of all the odds out here

you will come up as a strong person.

You even start stepping forward to that way

but the result is only to your dismay

You instantly realise then,

all this time you had been showing

off of you, which is not at all you

All this time, you felt empty inside

but had created a group of friends around you.

 

You try to work for

what you want to achieve

but a sudden random incident from the past

throws water over all your hard attempts.

You feel again and realise

how broken you are

unable to devote yourself

to anyone completely.

 

There comes a time

when you can’t even cry at bad times.

But there also comes a time

when you try to find excuse to cry

just coz all this time

you had been accumulating your tears

and they had to come out some day.

So, they come unexpectedly sometimes

with no reason, when it is not a bad time!

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8 comments

  1. toomanyfeelings · March 13, 2016

    I nominate you for the Spirit Animal Award ๐Ÿ™‚ http://toomanyfeelings1.com/2016/03/12/the-spirit-animal-award-blog-award/ xxx

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Imran Ali · May 30, 2016

    You need a sense of humour, or you run the risk of taking everything personal, which is not the way to live happily.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Sheetal Pahadi · May 30, 2016

      Have analysed a lot myself and realised that yeah! Taking everything personal will make you too sad and fortunately I have started trying to change myself and I am succeeding on finding ways to be happy daily and have started prioritizing things which are worth it.

      Thanks for taking out time and commenting. ๐Ÿ™‚

      Liked by 1 person

  3. ujjwalrealblog · February 8

    The 3rd and 4th line from the second last para is like truth in few words…u realy nailed especially with dose lines

    Liked by 1 person

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